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Cold

Yey, another Saturday... But, came and almost gone.

Have signed up for the next keyboard class. No break between the last week of the current course and the start of the next. 24 lessons, 6 months straight of keyboard banging. Was a dilemma whether to sign up for the next course, not only because of $ issue, but also 'cos of time constraints. The stove's heating up, and water's boiling soon (at work). But i guess the class makes me force myself to get a life, which is something good. Besides, it's really refreshing to the soul each time i attend the class. If i do make it in time, i join in the short worship. =)

i feel like i'm climbing up a very steep mountain now (at work, again). Will i reach the top? I don't want to give up now, i want to stay and complete this mammoth task. Not only is the climb strenuous, politics, manpower shortage and demanding expectations are like blizzards adding to the pain. The air will be getting thinner as the climb gets higher. What comes next? Problems and more problems, no doubt. I'm getting so stressed that i lose sleep just thinking about it, or waking up earlier than usual, or not wanting to wake up at all. Gee, and that was only the past week. My colleagues are leaving and telling me to leave. But... not yet. One said to me, i should set a limit as to how much crap i'm willing to bear. She advised that if i decide to stay till at least the 1st round of submission of the book, then i must be prepared to take ANY crap. I want to prove to myself that i can do it... to feel the satisfaction of sticking the flag at the peak. I must. Meanwhile, gotta seriously prepare my Oxygen Tank to maintain my sanity...