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Quicksand

Sometimes i feel like i'm not suited for this job at all. The manuscripts just keep coming back to me and things are just not moving according to the schedule (which i have revised dozens of times). Designers are hounding me... my boss is on my back... and i can't see the horizon from behind the stack of work. Super discouraged. Like i can't even write stuff that sec school students understand? Although it's not my job to write them anyway... Now have to rephrase the sentences.. cos they are too long and complex. It is turning into a boring piece of thing to read. To me, at least. Short but not sweet. How can i turn this into a miracle within a month? It has to win the ONE solid and long-standing competitor in the market (the book which I used in school!). That's the main and only aim. I feel like i'm wading in quicksand... and dying... slowly but surely. ShEesShhh.